can't say i have

How do you tell the people you love most that you’re going through a rough time?

I’m having a hard time hitting my stride in college. It’s harder without boyfriend and best friend, but so many other people seem to be fine. I feel so alone. Everyone has their friends and they’re finding stuff they like. And I’ve made friends, probably some that will last, but right now I just feel lonely. But if I tell boyfriend, he’ll just worry and feel bad that he can’t come visit me. Maybe it’s partly that I’m pretty tired, but I’m feeling really sad right now. And alone. And left behind. I just miss my people.