can't say i have

Terrified

Super excited for college - yes.

Super terrified of college - yes.

I’m afraid of failing, of falling behind, of being overwhelmed. I’m afraid of missing Boyfriend and being sad, or of breaking up with him and being sad. I don’t want to at all, but I don’t know what to do. Honestly. I love him so much and if I break up with him then, I can’t imagine me still being me.

On the other hand, I met some really cool people and got some really helpful information. I still feel like I might sink and be crushed under the pressure.

I’m scared shitless.

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