can't say i have

GUILT

I feel really bad but the other day I got really jealous of my boyfriend and my best friend. They’re not even flirty, but I get jealous easily and I was grumpy and they were getting along without me. I hate feeling like the third wheel. Makes me sad.

And then recently I’ve been feeling like my mom and my step dad likes him more than me. I mean, it makes sense, he’s so likeable and calm and cooperative. And I’m grumpy and moody and I fight with my mom all the time and therefore am uninclined to help her.