January 2012
12 posts
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OMG. TMI.
My inappropriate (but not explicit content) pic that I submitted is getting notes.
I feel… anonymously Tumblr famous.
O.o This is cool.
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It’s great that some people can keep their thoughts inside, but I can’t. I go crazy. It makes my mind go crazy because I just keep thinking about things over and over. Replaying scenarios in my head. I need someone else to talk to about it so I can figure out how I feel about it. I need a backboard.
time to break up.
dammit.
I’ll give it until you come to visit, but then if I can’t do it anymore and it still doesn’t feel right and I’m thinking about him more than you. Then that’s a problem and it’s officially not fair to you.
I wish it was possible to be friends after a break up.
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You look so good in a black tank.
omg. when we’re together. It’s getting pretty obvious that I like you. You’re so cool, and I love being around you and I barely think about him anymore, it’s all you. And I look at you and want you. omg. Stared at your dick while you were talking. AWKWARD.
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sexual tension
might be one-sided. But I really don’t think it is. But who knows. No one’s gonna act on it.
You give love and then you take it right back.
SO this is how it works.
Friendship.
So you say you miss me, but never take anytime to talk to me. Other than hey for about five seconds. And then I’m the one left hanging because you have better things to do and talk to. AND you finally send me a nice message and then take it back.
Fab.
And I'll just pretend that you never meant...
Topics to avoid with me right now: everything.
December 2011
6 posts
How do you know when you have the right one?
How do you know you’re never gonna want to test drive another?
I’ve been thinking about him while I’m with you.
I'm always lookin at a menu I shouldn't order...
Don't know if I'm ever gonna find someone who...
I’m in college and I’m still in this fucking teenage angst place.
Curious...
about my options. Is anyone else feeling that way?
Fighting with best friends are the worst.
Not even fighting, just having to say something that you don’t want to upset her.
November 2011
5 posts
I MISS MY BOYFRIEND
Feelin' fat.
Time to start working out…
Sobbing again.
I don’t know how to tell my boyfriend I’m lonely and that I just don’t want to be here or anywhere anymore. I just want this all to be over. I’m so alone.
I feel like I'm about to snap.
No one ever asks if I'm okay.
And sometimes I just need to talk about my problems but I don’t want to be an attention whore.
Everyone needs to be paid attention to sometimes. I’m not always okay.
October 2011
4 posts
I'm a bad friend.
You’re talking to this stupid bitch and I hate her and you talk to her anyway. And I know I can’t tell you who to talk to, but I still hate her. And I hate that you like flaunt how close you guys are now that I’m gone and you guys went to Hoco together and I’m just here like. K. Thanks.
I hate when I have days where I feel like I’m grumpy for no reason and then people are picking on me all the time.
Well now that we're good again...
I want you back to myself. Stop talking to her. I want you to myself. Even though I know that’s not fair. I can’t help it.
Dear AZ,
Before you ever try to talk to me again, you need to explain to me why you felt it was necessary to treat me so horribly last night. I’m not someone you can just talk to when you feel like it and then change your mind. I’m very upset about this and you need to start treating like a person. I can’t be what you want but I can be your friend. I need you to decide if that’s...
September 2011
7 posts
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overshare
Like. He rubbed my arm with his finger under our text books. And I was wet. #inapropes
that awkward moment when
Your friend asks the guy you like for his number. right in front of you. um. no. not cool.
It's too cold for me to be the only one taking out...
Step it up roomie.
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This needs to stop
I love the fuck out of my boyfriend and I don’t know if it’s the distance and the time away, but recently. There’s this guy. And he’s nice and really sexy and here and he was flirting with me. And a part of me wants him. And a part of me doesn’t because I love boyfriend. But fuck. He’s so tempting. I would never cheat, I don’t have the balls or the heart...
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SO EXCITED
I made three awesome frands: Michelle and Ivonne and Emily! So happy.
How do you tell the people you love most that...
I’m having a hard time hitting my stride in college. It’s harder without boyfriend and best friend, but so many other people seem to be fine. I feel so alone. Everyone has their friends and they’re finding stuff they like. And I’ve made friends, probably some that will last, but right now I just feel lonely. But if I tell boyfriend, he’ll just worry and feel bad that...
August 2011
6 posts
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I made friends!
But now boyfriend is never reachable. His phone isn’t working right now, and he never checks his email. I’m just starting to get lonely. I feel like I still haven’t really found my group or people or whatever here. I could totally survive that way, I just won’t be as happy. I am content being alone most of the time. I love walking alone throughout campus. It’s so...
Just don't let me feel alone.
Haven’t made any friends yet. I feel like other people are finding friends faster. I’m shy and it takes me a while to be myself in front of people, but I’ve tried and it hasn’t gotten me anywhere. I’m content for now, I’m just terrified I’m not gonna make any friends, and that all of my friends already are going to find new ones and I’ll be left...
nooooo. this is supposed to be my secret tumblr.
I love you, but whyyyyyyyyyyy. Now I feel like you know my shit. ALLL my secret shit that no one should know.
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I tell you something because you're my person,
and then you barely respond. It was like… a sentence. You keep saying you’re gonna cry when I leave but it feels like you’ve already moved on. Well thanks for all that loyalty.
Bad Cop
First, I look like bad cop because the girls are grumpy in the morning and I have to punish them. Fun.
Then - my mom, boyfriend, and best friend all agreed to make me look like a bad, bratty daughter. Or maybe it’s that I don’t appreciate how my mom talks abou thow much she loves me and misses me and how I never say it or hug her. I do hug her. And tell her how much I love and...
I hate when people ask to hang out with you and...
They’re just asking to intrude. It’s like… oh, um. Okay. You’ll feel really left out the entire time, though.
July 2011
11 posts
People are over, but...
The problem is that I’m exhausted. :(
I was having an amazing day.
And now, for no reason whatsoever, I want to curl up and die.
FUCKKKK THISSSS.
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Low Key...
Fuck. Forgot was I gonna say.
Time to take advantage of my parents being outta...
Throwing a tiny party. Literally invited three people, and boyfriend. But yeah, three people. And I won’t drink. But they will. And I’m okay with that. BUT Idk how to get in touch with one of ‘em. This bitch needs to text me backkkk.
Went to my Dad's last night...
It was the first time I’d seen him since he told me not to come over. It was actually kinda good. I was really nervous, so I talked a lot. But it felt good. But awkward.
Then I slept in an empty house for the first time. Kinda scary to be honest.
Nbd. Just third-wheeling again.
So yeah. Best friend and boyfriend together hanging out. And whenever I’m in a bad mood they team up together. Great.
Hmmm...
Part of me wants someone to see this just so I know that I’m being listened to, but at the same time. I feel safer because I’m sick of feeling like if I post something personal, people I know, or don’t, are just judging me for whatever I said.
Thoughts: Currently feeling left out again. Both of my parents are mad at me, and Mom and stepdad and boyfriend are having breakfast...
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Terrified
Super excited for college - yes.
Super terrified of college - yes.
I’m afraid of failing, of falling behind, of being overwhelmed. I’m afraid of missing Boyfriend and being sad, or of breaking up with him and being sad. I don’t want to at all, but I don’t know what to do. Honestly. I love him so much and if I break up with him then, I can’t imagine me still being...
GUILT
I feel really bad but the other day I got really jealous of my boyfriend and my best friend. They’re not even flirty, but I get jealous easily and I was grumpy and they were getting along without me. I hate feeling like the third wheel. Makes me sad.
And then recently I’ve been feeling like my mom and my step dad likes him more than me. I mean, it makes sense, he’s so likeable...
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